am i emo?

marry me, brandon boyd?

“I think perhaps Love thrives on chance and unlikely circumstance. Life also thrives on these principles-- and is life not love? AND LOVE NOT LIFE?”

I love your mind. I love your spirit. I love your music. I love your art.

Billy Billy Bonka and Shamama

I love mornings. They are so full of possibilities and freshness. I feel powerful and clean in the morning. This morning I am thinking about love, and how much I love love. Daddy and Momma gave me so much love as a kid, and still now, that I blossomed into a beautiful person. I love them so much. Daddy is always there egging me on in life to reach the high potentials he knows I possess. Momma is so motherly. She is always there trying to make sure I am okay and happy. I love them so so so much!!!!!!!They make feel stronger, knowing I am 1/2 Daddy and 1/2 Momma :)

update

hey sissy. sorry it's been so long since i have posted a blog.
i really love your to-do list with me!
well i just got done with a 29:35minute run.
it was refreshing.
i love you! only one month til our reunion!

Nature

I can not describe how much I love nature, but I will try. Nature to me means the unity of all living things. We, me and an oak tree and a horse and all have the same genetic code. A tree could 'read' my nucleic acid makeup because I have the same nucleic acids it has. (I learned all of this on Carl Sagan's "Cosmos" on Planet Green!)
So anyways, this unity of nature is so mindblowingly perplexing. We have such a rich diversity of life on EARTH. It is miraculous. How did we, this tiny little planet in an infinite universe of infinite galaxies create so much?! God, definitely. Because to me science is religion, and religion is science; not religion versus science. That is so short-sighted!

Back to the subject of my love for nature...to me just being outside is a pleasure. I find so much peace in sunlight and water and mountains and butterflies. Can you imagine how beautiful America was when the Indians roamed the land without claiming it and building on it. They lived in unity with nature. So glorious! (Of course, toilets are glorious, too.) Well two of my favorite movies are Into the Wild and I Heart Huckabees. You can see why...

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=65X60mN4ooE&feature=related
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9Hl5mAekm5A

Two years he walks the earth.
No phone, no pool, no pets, no cigarettes. Ultimate freedom. An extremist. An aesthetic voyager whose home is the road. Escaped from Atlanta. Thou shalt not return, 'cause "the West is the best." And now after two rambling years comes the final and greatest adventure. The climactic battle to kill the false being within and victoriously conclude the spiritual pilgrimage. Ten days and nights of freight trains and hitchhiking bring him to the Great White North. No longer to be poisoned by civilization he flees, and walks alone upon the land to become lost in the wild.
— Alexander Supertramp
May 1992

Hallelujah!

Today I sat in my backyard in a tube top and shorts for 1 hour (2:30-3:30).
I didn't think I'd get burnt, but my chest and face are quite rosy. The sunlight felt like tangible energy entering my body and mingling around with my cells. It was so "light" and made my brain feel like it was floating in a happy euphoria. Oh, FLORIDA :)

to do list w/michelle this summer...

1. have fun
2. tan
3. swim
4. make a fort
5. play scrabble and other games
6. go to vortex springs w/ our wonderful parentals
7. visit home at the same time and make scout and boo know how much we love them
8. go on a walk with daddy and the dogs
9. make each other friendship bracelets
10. get matching tattoos, even if they are temporary ones
11. go to a casey vs. schepper show
12. get high on life
13. go to lots of free movies with sara and haley
14. go to a gills show
15. braid each others hair with flowers
16. paint each others nails wacky colors
17. go to cool dudes
18. run together in a 5k
19. make my room cooler
20. wear each others clothes
21. be the same weight
22. get that "twin look" from strangers
23. take lots of pictures
24. go to mellow mushroom pizza
25. watch sex and the city and wes anderson movies together
26. meet all my friends you haven't met (justin, evangeline, chayce, brent, etc)
27. dance all night in our room
28. lay out under the stars in berrydale/on the beach holding hands
29. have an 'eating' day
30. have an awesome/kickass 21st bday celebration
31. MORE TO COME